I tried to recreate a photo of me near my heaviest. My heaviest recorded on a scale was 430 lbs in 2013. I rarely wanted any photos taken of me because I did not want to be reminded of my size and what I had done to myself.
The first day of the new year was met with a great workout, an inspiring documentary, "Fat, Sick and Nearly Dead." It is about a guy who went on a sixty day juice fast and helped another person do it too. Now I want to do a sixty day fast!!! Ha ha ha!! The nutritionist is not completely on board at this time. He is a big fan of juicing and even has his own juicing company but he is concerned with unhealthy food that still may be in my system from awhile ago and a few other things...but,.....I have a juicer sitting on my counter, a doctor's appointment lined up for tomorrow and I have had a couple one day juice fasts under my belt already. Stay tuned....The goal being....I want to start running and I am still too large to do it. I also want to move faster and better. Heavy sigh.....
This feeling of impatience and wanting to be thinner and healthier yesterday is a typical Tracy-ism. This may be the very thing that causes me to fail because it is unsustainable. We'll see.....
Can't wait to see a picture of me at the end of 2015!!!!
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