Whether it is saying them out loud or really wanting it this time...it is so cool to be so close to all the milestones I publicly put out there months ago. I still have a long ways to go so putting together a few more milestones seems appropriate and to tell you the truth, it makes me feel a little giddy putting together these future milestones because they are not just "wishes," the could actually come true like my last group of milestones. I am in a good place right now but honestly the best way to describe this journey so far....it is a struggle everyday but some days it is easier than others. I stopped fighting and putting so much pressure on myself. When I truly let it go: it is not a race nor is there a time limit, food cravings of crap food will not magically go away now that I am more educated on nutrition, I will not always feel like working out, etc., I feel more relaxed. All of those pressures I put on myself and I am not sure why, but it feels good to "LET IT GO!" Ha ha ha!! Those self-imposed pressures are not gone forever. I know they will creep up and I will have to fight that mental battle and not turn to food to self-medicate, but they maybe few and far between. So...let's get to those new milestones:
*To start running when I get under 240 lbs.
*To run one mile without stopping.
*To get to 230 lbs., because I will have lost 200 lbs when I get to that weight.
*To eat two pieces of pizza with a salad and truly feel satisfied.
*To start an online dating profile June 4th, 2015. Don't chicken out!!
*To do Fitness Rangers' Bootcamp.
*To go to an amusement park and ride ANY ride I want to. Preferably Disneyworld, Harry Potter Land.
*To get under 200 lbs. "OnederLAND Baby!!"
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