Since my grandma passed away, our HUGE family stopped getting together every Christmas and Easter. Growing up, it was such a joyful experience!! There were SO MANY cousins to play with. My grandma and grandpa always provided and hosted a warm, relaxing, fun, and loving environment. All my cousins have grown up, married and started their own families. Inevitably, everyone's family has expanded and added in-laws. However; I think we ALL loved that magical time at Grandma and Grandpa's house, that we started an annual event at a restaurant before Christmas and WE LOVE SEEING EACH OTHER!! Of course, in the past this was a source of anxiety because; although my family loves and supports me, I would be embarrassed coming alone and very overweight. I loved seeing my family but I was NEVER comfortable since I gained this weight. They would never bring my weight up because I ALWAYS bring it up first. Anyway, enough of that!! This time I had a GREAT TIME!! I did; however, talk about my weight, diet, fitness, and NEW LIFESTYLE!! This time it was brought up because I am happy, looking healthier, feeling inspired to talk about how good I am feeling and of course, a few apologies for being so reclusive over the years. I can honestly say that I was present, in the moment, ate healthy (looked at the menu ahead of time), and really enjoyed the conversations. I wish there was more time to be able to catch-up with everyone. Ha ha ha ha!! Now that I am Facebook-ing, I feel more connected, but NOTHING beats in person and getting HUGS AND KISSES! I LOVE MY FAMILY!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!! Here are pictures of some cousins and aunt. Next year, I am taking pictures with everyone!!
What an amazing family we have. We are so blessed. you are loved by all.
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